cora2003
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member since 26.09.2003
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never without "she"
She’s the path of sun rays in my sadness,
She’s the guardian angel of my lightness,
She’s the ruby of my soul while I’m apart,
She’s the golden key of my troubled heart.
The story of my life ends when the darkness falls,
The laughs and the smiles end when she never calls,
The pursuit of happiness pales next to her sweet tears,
My body stays paralysed by her trembling of fears.
With her tiny cold fingers she touches my face,
With her tender breath she whispers and sings,
She amuses her self because of any small things,
She has never hunted me for diamonds and lace.
LOST BOYS
No one will ever have a thorough proof,
No one will ever figure out the truth,
Lost are the boys under the veil of sun,
But day-light quick fades as a shot of a gun.
Their laughs are stronger during the night,
Their hunger for haste grow under moon’s sight,
No human nature will ever see their looks,
Their tail of ghosts it’s not written in the books.
They live forever under cosmic protection,
They were born soon after world’s conception,
Painless thoughts keep the lost boys heartless,
Beautiful shapes of men in the cold, cold darkness.
IN THE MEMORY OF MICHAEL JACKSON
i was lucky enough to see the '92 concert here in romania, i was 13 back then and it was like dreams come true for me!
For us your star will shine for ever in eternity,
In heaven you will find peace and serenity,
You’ve risen and our hearts are broken today,
Your magic caresses our souls in every fancy way.
Black or white and that’s the way you make me feel,
We’ve gathered together to keep alive your memory,
You rock the world invincible walking in history,
And from today the world will start to heal.
It is so hard to say good byes,
It is too hard to keep our cries,
It's like a bad dream of early morning,
For you the whole wide world it’s in mourning.
salvation
You were not born just to die,
You got to save the world on your way home,
Pure thoughts - we all are born with,
You have to give something that’s yours.
Although it’s short existence,
A rose so beautiful blooms and fades away,
Better quality than longevity,
So they should remember.
We have invisible wings,
You just have to fly high or land,
And keep the balance between,
Don’t forget to rise.
We should seek for salvation,
Beyond tears and laughs,
Believe in creation,
The miracle of life happens every day.
silver clouds
Silver clouds - hide inside the light,
When I look into your heart it’s night,
Guessing who’s to blame leads nowhere,
I bet there is a glitter in your soul somewhere.
How about the bold kisses left on my lips,
How about the touches with your fingertips,
I miss the ironies and jokes in your tone,
I miss the laughs in nights over the telephone.
It’s just early summer, the last days of May,
I fight to keep my heart open day after day,
Everything explodes; the colours of nature bloom,
Your misty feelings wrap me inside a deep gloom.
Why do you sink every time I say I love you?
Your selfishness wants to go down with you,
But I will find the power to fly over all the rains,
At the end of our rainbow only this dream remains.
silence&peace
Silence in my soul, silence in my mind,
Golden - argent arrows cross my heart,
Rainy and sunny days turn me apart,
It’s not the time to have thoughts of this kind.
‘Cause I still mourn the love that it’s gone,
It was like yesterday when you walked away,
Sometimes I cry - you hold me until dawn
Still imagine, still I feel like it is today.
Deep down I know the magic is long gone,
But you should never forget what we had,
You love her now, but for me it’s dust and bone,
I still have dreams about us when I lay in bed.
Because I felt for you a powerful feeling,
Look at the skies when you contemplate the night,
For me it will be a long way till complete healing,
The truth will always fight back to the light.
Now it will be the memories hunting me,
I won’t hide, because I want to forgive you,
There’s nothing to look back for, nothing to see,
I wait my wounds to cure, there’s nothing else to do.
I wish for silence in my soul and my mind,
I wish to have an ocean-wide loving heart,
I wish to rain before the sun, and to find…
Peace, because I might have met my twin part.
tell me
Tell me we belong together, yes or no,
Your loving words bows my soul, though
I’m restless like a mustang running free,
Don’t stop me, just keep me company.
If I can feel next to you the summer breeze,
If your lips taste like raspberries,
Our kiss will last like… till we lay down and die;
You’ve earned to be my heart’s hawk eye.
Always a challenge, one day after another,
If you’re not made from steel, don’t bother,
Don’t try to love me; don’t try to learn now,
I am not the one who’d teach you how!
poem
Inima iti este sumbra,
Pentru o noapte, pentru o zi,
Viata intreaga poate fi;
Sub maslin sa afli umbra.
Mainile ofera daruri,
Obraji rumeni-fata fina,
Ochii umezi- privire lina;
Sufletul ti-e plin de haruri.
Cuvintele imbraca haine,
Pe poteca dintre brazi,
O lumina arde azi;
Doar sa afli mii de taine.
Lacrimile au stins doruri,
Vise, Soare, Luna, Stele,
Poate ma gasesti in ele;
Ingerasii canta-n coruri.
primeste
Primeste-ma in adancul sufletului,
Ascunde-ma
Afla-ma cu puterea cugetului,
Rapeste-ma
Du-ma acolo departe la castelul tau,
Saruta-ma
Seara asta fereste-ma de tot ce-I rau,
Iubeste-ma.
Priveste doua stele arzand in ochii mei,
Viseaza-ma
Gusta in mine mireasma florilor de tei,
Atinge-ma
Convinege-ma azi sa fim doar doi in unul,
Doreste-ma
De imi tremura buza si imi plange sanul,
Cuprinde-ma.
Infrange-mi teama si dezleaga nodul,
Topeste-ma
Strapunge-mi inima si savureza-i rodul,
Ghiceste-ma
Impreuneaza-te cu mine in minte ta,
Aprinde-ma
Sopteste-mi sincer la ureche sa spun da,
Surprinde-ma.
in noapte
Ma scald in marea adanca in noapte,
Ma unduiesc usor pe ritm de soapte,
M-afund incet in ochii tai albastri,
Doar noi in doi lucim sub cer de astri.
Cand ma privesti ma imbratiseaza muza,
Cand ma doresti simt ca-mi vibreaza buza,
Dor nebun - inima ce freamata-n tine,
Clipa de mister aprinde flacara-n mine.
Fara nori, ploaia vine de la sine,
Vreau sa simti ce simti doar pentru mine,
Vreau sa-mi absorbi cuvintele prin vine,
Planuiesc sa te indragostesti de mine.
imi vine sa mor...
Imi vine sa plang de mor,
Sufletul mi-e stors de dor,
Lacrimi imi curg pe covor,
Pe inima am un zavor.
Ploua afar, acum ploua in mine,
Invaluita in nori departe de tine,
Sunt oarba din nou, bajbai in ceata,
Simt ca ma pierd, sunt trista la fata.
Credeam ca ma prinzi sa nu cad,
Credeam ca ai ochii de jad,
Cred in sticla de vin si tigara,
Doi amici intr-o viata amara.
Speranta
Azi plang cuprinsa in bratele amagirii,
Credeam ca mergem pe aleea fericirii,
Clipele dulci le regasesc in amintire,
Cu ce am gresit ca sa te pierd iubire?!
Lacrimile calde pe buze ti le-as pune,
Fara cuvinte, privirea mea ti-ar spune:
Ti-as da inima mea sa o asezi in tine,
As da orice sa stiu ca ma doresti pe mine!
Chiar daca pentru tine nu sunt facuta eu!
Nu stiu ce va urma, te voi iubi mereu,
Iti voi zambi candva insa acum ma doare,
Orice ar fi, sa stii, speranta mea nu moare.
Amurg
Luminand plictisita peste munti si vai,
In amurg rasare stralucind in ochii tai;
Trista si plangand in tacere, pe pamant
Doamna asterne sarutari reci de mormant.
In inimile noastre invie toamna cruda
Cu murmure de adio si durere surda,
Insa dorul bate la a sufletelor poarta
Din iubire, doua flacari ard aceeasi soarta.
In soapta, pe-ntuneric cand apare luna,
Sa imi mangai obrajii, sa imi atingi mana,
Sa-ti ascult tacerea, sa-ti inteleg privirea,
Sa-ti daruiesc iubire, sa-mi daruiesti iubirea.
Dragoste neimpartasita
Lichioarea dulce dar otravitoare,
Scursa din cap pana peste picioare,
Mi-a amortit inima,de la cianura
In vene si in suflet simt arsura!
Doua flacari ard, dar nu-mpreuna,
Doua lacrimi gemene azi s-au uscat,
Doua suflete pereche stau sa apuna,
Eu am iubit enorm, el… cu pacat!
Distanta mare dintre doi omoara dorul,
Lipsa caldurii dintre noi ucide amorul,
Tot, ce ne-am spus gresit, candva va fi iertat,
Dar azi regret cat te-am iubit si m-am luptat.
blind love
Like a wild angel’s sad tears,
I can not feel love without fears,
When my eyes are blind to see,
How can we be safe, just show me.
Kissing your lips seems interdicted,
I’ve met you when the stars predicted,
But who’s fooling who these nights?!
I feel like burning in a thousand lights.
I think of you every time you’re calling,
You always know when I am crawling,
So if you can tell me now this is fate,
I will offer you my heart as bait.
We are so close though so far away,
I dream you’ll find me in your way,
Tell me, who’s fooling who today?
If this is love I feel, would you stay?!
yin and yang
I know that hearts and souls crave for blood and sacrifice,
Have you ever seen burning flames turning into cold ice?!
Have you ever felt someone only through his words and cries?
Touched by you I’ve searched into your chameleonic eyes.
Little evil and wild angel had an open call last night,
He drank coffee and she smoked; long way till daylight,
She asked him about fire, lust and desire of human being,
He wanted to know about caresses and love’s true feeling.
There is no whole without yin and yang or black and white,
There is no love without smile and tear or kiss and fight,
There is nothing in you without me inside your heart,
There is nothing in me without you, I am just a part.
wrong
I have been wrong trusting you baby,
I‘ve been so naive but now you lost me,
Don’t call, don’t buzz me anymore,
I’d rather struggle alone, swim to the shore.
I’ve been fooled by your rules of attraction,
I’ve been hungry for love and satisfaction,
It has been an easy game winning my heart,
Until this moment I’ve been playing my part.
I was thinking to fight back to get revenge,
It’s just not me, though it might sound strange
If you cry and play guilty would be my defeat,
But guess what sweetheart, I land on my feet.
only for you
Hate burns inside of me like flames of lust,
If there is someone I suppose to trust,
Tell me, because his selfish ways of love
Always make me fall from high above.
In my heart of hearts I knew he handled me,
I remember you said he cares for nobody,
But I saw lights of candles, felt breath of roses,
And stopped for a while listening my inner voices.
For you it was just another game of dice,
For you, my love had an insignificant price,
I deleted form my brain the dreams we had,
For you only in this lifetime I play dead.
so cold
Come warm my heart, I’m cold, so cold,
In this night I’m lonely, I’ve no one to hold,
I was chased by hard luck all my lifetime,
I kept dreaming about love; it’s this crime?!
Maybe I don’t even need this anymore,
Maybe my sins are my soul’s hard core,
If this is the truth I don’t want to be awake,
One day the curse of my sadness will break.
Beauty wedded to truth equals happiness,
Look at my smile, remember this loveliness,
Now just for awhile I am closing my eyes;
Inside of my mind the feel for you never dies.
grey-green-blue eyes
She hates the love in his “grey-green-blue” eyes,
Though only his tears wash her lies and cries,
She’s lost in those arms of bliss and pain,
While she waits all alone for his cold, cold rain!
A broken heart sinks in mystery,
Open those sad eyes so they can see,
Heal that empty soul from misery,
Just come down on me and save me!
Fly towards me and take my hand,
Dream with me about the sky and sand,
Than kiss me all over under stars shine,
Mix your blood with my bittersweet wine.
the road to judas priest
The sun set lingers before my eyes,
The sky keeps inside the cries,
Prepared for a night of heavy feast,
It lights the road to Judas Priest.
Souls at my left and souls at my right,
Thousand of hearts, one goal and one fight,
Beats in the air and shakes on the ground,
Merge with the revolution of sound.
Letters and words are lost and found,
Silence and noise come from around;
Alone or together, with or without:
“Angel” breaks the night in one shout.
let me go
Don’t even try to break my heart and look into my eyes,
Don’t think I’ll stay and wait forever crying for your lies,
Living through love and giving love it’s every thing I know,
If you miss me now remember, you’re the one who let me go.
Today I realised that you’re not good enough to be my lover.
Whenever you need me just watch my photos over and over,
Don’t ask me for forgiveness when you’ll find yourself alone,
When memories will catch you from behind, I’ll be long gone.
Some time ago I thought you were my velvet paradise,
For you I wrote lyrics of love with tears into my eyes,
You will read those words again if sorrows fill your soul, so
If you start to dream of me think of the day you let me go.
midnight
I draw the curtains but the midnight fills my soul,
I closed my eyes to forget that in my heart I have a hole,
The candle which kept our love alive burns no more,
The poison of your breath fades everything that I adore.
I felt sad every time I looked into your blue eyes,
They are beautiful as the sea but filled with lies,
I always thought you washed my sorrows with your tears,
Than why and why every time my soul trembled wrapped in fears!
Why did I feel like hypnotised inside your arms?
Why did you lead me wrong to fall in your charms?
You took it all from me, feeding me with cries,
Now I have to wait alone till my love for you dies.
immortal
Whether there is darkness or light,
Whether there is bright or night,
She slips in the dreams of her dark side,
She falls in the sleep awaken inside.
Hand in hand, lips on lips, never apart,
Words tattooed in her immortal heart,
She believes in FOREVER, she believes in MARS,
She walks in this life kissing the stars.
Someone saves her, searching her eyes,
Someone loves her, drinking her cries,
Marvellous moments travel the circle of fire,
Stainless souls burn in the flames of desire.
ashes will fall
Just for this night under moon’s reflection
For a moment let’s enjoy love’s perfection,
Unleashing our passion into a cosmic dance,
Under the glowing stars let’s fall in trance.
For one last time I want to feel your touch,
Remember how my heart loved you so much,
Forget now, our tears dried out on the floor,
I’m reaching for your sweetness once more.
Play for me the guitar with your fingertips,
I’m crying reading the lyrics on your lips,
But before dawn we will open our eyes,
In the end, ashes will fall from the skies.
i love
I can’t play drums and I can’t write a song,
I can’t sing because my voice isn’t strong,
Only my tears create poetries about the pain,
I’m hurt and words come down fast like rain.
Only a fool can not find love inside his heart,
Life can’t be drawn and followed as a chart,
The compassion it’s so hard to find on earth,
I am thankful for every dusk, dawn and birth.
Only the sun and moon rises on the blue sky,
Some say that when stars fall, pure souls fly,
My love grows; you can see it in my eyes,
I have learned to protect it through my cries.
NEVER
I burn as the rays of sun in the skies,
I cry green as the view of my eyes,
I like blue as the darkness of tonight,
No more tears after your soul lost light.
I walk alone wrapped by the gloom,
While up in heaven the stars bloom,
The silence of the night surrounds me,
This place is mystic as you turned to be.
You love red as the blood of my vein,
You enjoy watching me endure the pain,
While my heart beats in your hands forever,
I asked for yours and you said… never!
the goddess of rain storm
Who is made of love and pain?
Who is warm as summer rain?
Who’s the shadow of the night?
Who’s the one who brings light?
She was born between the stars,
She pretends that she’s from Mars,
She can change roses into thorns,
She has reddish lips and evil horns.
Her kiss is sweet as tender dreams,
Or sharp and cold as broken brims,
Before the storm breaks the skies,
The sun hides from her rapacious eyes.
When the moon cries with sad tear,
When the wind trembles from fear,
While angelic voices start to sing,
She blows the air with fire wing.
the pact of love
When your eyes caught me in theirs spell,
I saw inside your soul the heaven and hell,
I felt the magic blooming everywhere,
I fell into dreams of lust, love and despair.
When I smell your scent and taste your kiss,
My heart over doses with pain and bliss,
You steal my breath; you dry my tears,
Your whisper is the only music of my ears.
Even if your love causes me endless torment,
I wish not to escape from this enchantment,
For you I sealed with blood the pact of love,
For you I would merge with the stars above.
SHE
Don’t hide your soul in the hand of fatality,
Seek after an honest heart to find serenity,
Though tears of blood are like holy rain,
Only the flame of love burns your inner pain.
Don’t turn into a mountain of sadness,
There is a glimmer of hope in darkness,
Someone waits to warm you at her chest,
Someone wants to join you in your quest.
Keep her angelic face close to your eyes,
Her healing kisses protect you from lies,
When you’re lost in the shadows of the night,
She makes your heart smile, she brings light.
the song of desolation!
The Inner voice of your soul screams,
Low dark notes describe your dreams,
The violin of your rusty heart sings:
“The song of desolation of broken wings”!
Behind a ghost-like love you hide away,
You live at the boundary of night and day,
With honest cold tears you bathe my fear,
You possess wicked skills to keep me near.
My crimson lips you kiss bloom as a rose,
Under endless moonlight your pulse froze,
You think I am the flame of your darkness,
But a burning candle is just fake lightness.
cautare
Azi caut printre nori, maine in soare,
Poate gasesc in ploi, poate in raze,
Printre ganduri, imagini sau fraze,
Iubire matura cu parfum de floare.
Ziua privesc in ape, seara in zare,
Tu te ascunzi in mare sau in stele,
In zambetul ori in lacrimile mele?!
De nu ghicesc iti dau o sarutare.
De atunci au trecut ani, luni si zile,
Tu esti pierdut in vreme eu in visare,
Dar maine incerc o ultima chemare,
De azi inchid Cartea cu mii de file.
my velvet paradise
A peaceful place beyond day or night,
Stars or rays of sun, darkness or light,
Mystic and true as God in the skies,
I found right in your gentle blue eyes.
I am a bird of Jove with a soul of dove,
Only your kisses can fill my thirst of love,
Wherever your heart is I want to be,
Only you can still the wild angel in me.
I sink in your smile; I drown in your tears,
You guard my dreams; you kill my fears,
We can walk over storms of fire and ice,
Forevermore you are my velvet paradise.
pearls of love
Pick up my tears with your fingertips,
Each one it’s a juice for your dry lips,
Crystalline like water and hot like pain,
My pearls of love are your vital rain.
I’m hiding in the corner of a dark place,
The whole grey sky inside of me lays,
The sun can not brake through my eyes,
I’m another lost soul veiled in cries.
Protected inside of Mother Earth’s womb,
Out of life sleeping in this cold wet tomb,
Not even death can keep us wide apart,
You are the only mourner of my heart.
escape
Open the window or the door and fly,
Floating like clouds on the blue sky,
Through this life you’re just a runner,
You’re another easy target for a gunner.
You’re deprived of peace and happiness,
In darkness crying for your weakness,
Taste the loneliness you’re feeding with,
Feel the bitterness you’re infested with.
While hearts bleed for over 666 days,
Like escapees walking on spiny ways,
You’re dying, crawling into the still light,
Immortal souls shine like stars of the night.
every
Everywhere, every time, something dies,
Every sad thing is reflected in your eyes,
Every broken piece of your heart bleeds,
For her beats, search the love she needs.
When your are weak, burning from pain,
Every tear and every cry clears like rain,
Though love is the only beautiful sin,
You are stainless but fading away within.
As the sun covered by clouds brakes through,
Bring out the cure that hides inside you,
As the water loves the earth and roses bloom,
You have been born to live and love your doom.
eternitate
Cate lacrimi triste poti sa strangi
Daca o viata intreaga ai sa plangi?!
Doar feriti de nori, ceata si ploi,
Zeci de ani vor trece peste noi.
Daca in dragoste stii sa alegi,
Zambete insorite ai sa culegi,
Cu buzele dulci si saruturi moi,
Rsapunde DA la fericire in doi.
Pentru azi, pentru maine, tu si eu,
Ca picurii de roua, uniti mereu,
Un infinit de clipe doar cu tine,
In eternitate sa pasesti cu mine.
aratare
Cand apele murmura,
Cand muntii tremura,
Si norii se cutremura,
Cum apare o aratare,
Ploua fara incetare.
Rece ca mormantul,
Negru ca pamantul,
Cutreiera ca vantul,
Cu inima de gheata,
Un suflet de paiata.
Fara trup si fara piele,
Calca pe sub cer si stele,
Un prevestitor de rele,
Unde nu este lumina,
Cand apare luna plina.
in doi
De-ti vezi privirea innegurata si trupul ostenit,
De esti cazut pe ganduri iar, cu sufletul ranit,
Cand n-ai sperante si crezi ca timpul ti-a sosit,
Poti cauta si maine ce crezi ca azi nu ai gasit.
Cand lacrimile se unesc cu ploaia care plange,
Cand inima, de vai si dor, in doua ti se frange,
Priveste! cerul l-asfiintit pare scaldat in sange,
Doar doua stele palpaie cand dragostea invinge.
Palma mea in palma ta cauta sa se ascunda,
Doua suflete pereche pe aceeasi unda,
Cu buzele impreunate intr-o sarutare lunga,
Doua inimi geminate tristetea si-o alunga.
tu&eu(noi)
Ce stii?! de fapt doar crezi ca stii,
Taci, dar gandurile-ti zboara mii,
Vrei sa vorbesti insa nu reusesti,
Ochii in lacrimi de mine ti-i feresti.
Trec zile si nopti dar parca tu nu vezi,
Trec anii peste noi insa nu vrei sa crezi,
Inima-ti plange si vorbele-ti sunt soapte,
Ti-e sufletul pustiu, adanc pierdut in noapte.
Visele-ti sunt goale ca o gradina fara flori,
Te-ai nascut un solitar si singur ai sa mori,
Ploaia cade-n valuri, te plimbi nepasator,
Te razvratesti privind spre ceruri sfidator.
Nu mai cauta in urma ta, paseste inainte,
Doar de a le noastre sarutari adu-ti aminte,
Cu amor sa ne drogam sub soarele fierbinte,
Cat te iubesc de mult nu pot descrie-n cuvinte.
in silence
In silence, in the dark at the middle of the night,
Wicked souls gather together hiding from light,
When the nature sleeps under angle’s protection,
The powers of evil break out under moon’s reflection.
On the empty streets shadows bloom and ghosts dance,
Who passes the forbidden entrance falls in endless trance,
Because the hidden gate watched by snakes with fire eyes,
Takes to pandemonium where sinful souls feed with cries.
Put the pillow on your head,
Or better hide under your bed,
Until the sun rises on the sky,
If you pray you will not die!
Ce faci?!
Iar tu taci!
Zambetul de pe buze ti se sterge,
Cand nisipul prin clepsidra curge,
Cand ora in minute se transforma,
De secunde crezi ca sunt de forma!
Intreaba-ma si-ti voi raspunde,
Urmeaza-ma si-ti voi zice unde!
Ascult atunci cand tu te confesezi,
Si te ajut sa ierti, sa te eliberezi.
Poti sa descoperi in lacrimi fericire,
Nu numai din carti afli despre iubire!
De-ar fi sa crezi ca-n viata nu-i usor,
Gandeste acum ca ce e rau e trecator!
Hai! In brate lasa-ma sa te cuprind,
Si In suflet mii de torte sa-ti aprind,
Cand esti nefericit durerea sa-ti alin,
Ca in urma amaraciunii sa ramai lin.
the kiss of love
Melt his heart and change him into a dove,
Break the wild beast with the kiss of love,
In his eyes I see the reflection of sadness,
Craving for affection he cries in darkness.
Fighting his weakness he falls in ecstasy,
‘Cause he’s flesh and blood like you and me,
In deep blue there is a lake of joyousness,
Where all the sorrows turn into happiness!
I see the clouds covering the big blue skies,
I see no stars shining before my open eyes,
I wait for you to show me the path in night,
Bring me the moon and kiss me under its light.
winter thoughts!
The gate of ivory has closed in front of me,
My heart and my soul escaped from agony,
My eyes shine like stars ‘cause from the sky,
The snow falls; tonight, only the angels cry.
The white veil wraps the earth in silent bliss,
The chilly wind left on my cheeks a cold kiss,
But my blood burns wild in my heart tonight,
‘Cause in his strong arms he holds me tight.
This is not a dream, this time I saw the light,
The love I’m blessed with is Heaven’s foresight,
I wish Merry Christmas and Happy New Year,
For every friend I have and for you (Sebastian) my dear!
Lady Killer finds her love!
Her eyes shine like stars and her body makes you sweat,
But instead of meeting her better play Russian roulette,
She is a mystery ‘cause who met her once never left alive,
She deceives men’s hearts dragging them in her little dive,
When stars fall from the sky and the moon hides away,
When the rain begins to start Lady Killer makes foul play;
She pretends to be a lonely girl neglected by her lover,
Wanting to share a bottle of wine somewhere, in Dover,
With sad smile she searches a man for her wicked needs,
Through her cruel kiss she pleasures him until he bleeds,
Her heart beats like a drum when she makes an orgy of killing,
And her cold blood burns in her veins after a high feeding;
She never would’ve guessed that tonight she’s not the hunter,
Her life is at the end of the road; she became a white counter,
She was left in a blind alley bleeding to death and crying,
Someone cared enough for her soul to become her darling,
She lost her cold heart for good in the strange misty night,
He took her by the hand stepping inside a globe of light.
dor(for my romanian friends)
Privesc la cer, ma apasa gandurile grele ,
Sus, de departe, imi zambesc recile stele,
Oftez si imi inchid iar sufletelul in mine,
Oricum fac ce fac, ma mistuie dorul de tine.
Aprind lumanari si acum mi-aprind o tigara,
Mi-e bine si rau totodata, si mi-e gura amara,
Mi-e sete de un sarut macar, dar nu am sa cer,
Cu lacrimi am umplut un pahar, si simt ca pier.
M-as intine langa tine dar ma abtin din rasputeri,
Mi-as vinde o bucata din mine de ar fi sa-mi ceri,
Distanta dintre noi creste, insa nu vreau sa disper,
De m-ai cunoaste un pic ai stii ca am vointa de fier.
Am sa pun muzica tare doar ca sa nu-mi aud inima,
Ce puternic bate! Iubirea pentru mine e ca patima,
Flacarile iadului nu ard mai puternic ca o dragoste,
Cateodata, as vrea s-o alung, ca sa scap de pacoste.
Si totusi ma lupt sa invat sa iubesc din nou ca la carte,
Sa ma strapunga un calm interior cand tu esti departe,
Atunci cand te vad sa lumineze in ochii mei cerul senin,
Sa nu-mi clocoteasca venele ca si cand as fi baut venin.
pain heals
Deep pain always heals,
But the misery she feels,
It’s like pins into the skin,
Not the one who gives in!
She cries out the sorrows,
‘Cause the man she hallows,
Just ran away into the night,
Leaving her heart in dark light;
Someday she will be alright,
She’s her story playwright!
how much ive missed you!(this is dedicated to my boyfriend his grandfather died tonight)
In my heart I’m eager for deep pain,
I need to feel it in my bloody vein,
I love to crawl and I enjoy the cries,
But I am the one, who hates the lies.
I like the sorrow and I adore the fear,
But I pray to keep my conscience clear,
And when I see sadness in your eyes,
I’m the only one who groans and dies.
When you break in tears over a grief,
Or if you happen to loose your belief,
I’m the one, who holds and kisses you,
I’m the one, who cares and misses you.
who's to blame?!
When I cry I want you to be my crystal river of tears,
Before I die I need you to chase away my wicked fears,
Touched by the warm dust as I was once by your hand,
I wish to be embraced and protected inside the hard land.
Fill all your sweet dreams with me in joy and sorrow,
Close your sad eyes and try to forget about tomorrow,
Just sing to me about loneliness from dusk until dawn,
And light a candle because here it’s dark as Abaddon.
I’m so alone; Lay down on my grave just for a few hours,
Wash my cold body weeping over my garden of flowers,
Can you hear my faint voice whispering your name?!
How can I bleed still if you’re not the one to blame?!
challenge
When twilight merges into darkness,
All sweet dreams become emptiness,
While pure hearts cry from loneliness,
A fire burns my soul with restlessness.
While the cold white moon rises over me,
While the burning rays of sun break free,
I still can feel the beats deeply in my chest,
But my wish is to lay down for endless rest.
Instead of spreading around sadness and pain,
I’d eat a toadstool or drink my bloody vein,
‘Cause my brain pushes this challenge away,
I have to wait for the arrival of my last day.
So I say hey…
I could dance bare foot on glasses,
I could smoke two packs of ashes,
Or feed myself with blessed love,
And open my wings as a free dove.
she&he
He said:
Darling you’re sweet, please choose a song,
Moving slowly on the beat let’s dance along,
Under the winter sky, from night till morning,
Close together until our bodies will be burning.
I will change the earth into a paradise for you,
And burn the moon and stars or melt the sun too,
If you ever love me with all your soul and heart,
No lightning, storm or wind will break us apart.
She said:
I feel the flames embracing me from top to feet,
Because my veins burn better than hell’s heat,
It is like a dream kissing the prince of darkness,
Delicate as snowfall his lips touch with tenderness.
He opened his strong arms so she could jump in,
He wrapped her into his charm so she’d give in,
While he took her on a flight up on the grey skies,
She saw the forbidden love in his cold blue eyes.
lady of the night
Nights go by; no time for cry,
From the first to the last day of the month,
I wonder how many victims did she hunt?!
How many souls did she take at the coven?!
I lost my count …
She is an attractive woman; she is not to blame,
Men fall in love with her fast; she lights the flame,
While she feeds surrounding them with empty lies,
Melting their cold hearts with her icy green eyes,
She steals their souls through her soft warm kisses,
Leaving behind only death she forgets her promises.
She walks step by step In the middle of the night,
The stars pointing her path help her with dim light,
To find the road to the graves where her lover lays,
She loved once; she has no heart just a blank place,
Because death left in her a scar; in the raining days,
She falls apart while bitter tears burn her white face.
The past hunts her and ghosts brake in her dreams,
Who’s going to help me rest my soul? She screams,
But she is wrapped in the veils of the night all alone,
And no one hears her cries through the walls of stone,
While she tries to find freedom through dark secret love,
The moon guides her endless trip watching from above.
supreme love
On the road to heaven and hand in hand,
We’re searching for the Promised Land,
And protected by the shadow of the night,
We are guided only by the moon’s light.
Earth’s light is dimmer than the one above,
Because angles are singing about true love,
The forbidden dreams won’t touch us ever,
Cause we’re closing Pandora’s Box forever.
The moon and the stars belong to the blue sky,
Just as the eyelash not separated from the eye,
And as ashes mixed with water turns into clay,
We are as one walking on the same safe way.
So come on, join, and don’t be afraid anymore,
We need to find love opening our heart’s door,
Let’s try to fly above our lives in the upper sky,
Because only there pure souls won’t burn and cry.
helpless pain
With bitter tears over the land cries the cold rain,
Because the sadness and darkness is nature’s pain,
Why did I see a crystal drop rolling from your eye?
Why do you feel helpless as the autumn ashen sky?
As the flames of sunset your love burns my heart,
And no awful dreams or fears can keep me apart,
Seeing me as an angel veiled in silvery great light,
You sleep protected during the whole black night.
As a lone wolf when the death comes you’ll go alone,
Why do you weep? ‘Cause your soul is hard as a stone,
As the sun wrapped by big grey clouds, you hide away,
Though a true love happens once in a lifetime, they say!
viu pustiu
Nascuta din pantecul pamantului tandru,
Ma inalt spre ceruri asemeni unui cedru,
Vreau sa ating cu buricul degetelor norii,
Sa ma unduiasca vantul, sa privesc zorii.
Vreau sa-mi desfac coroana in adancul noptii,
Sa-mi las visele libere ca sa-mi prezica sortii,
Si sub clarul de luna mortii si viii sa ne unim,
Asemeni taranei cu sfanta apa sa ne contopim.
Sa cant despre dor amar pana la apusul zilelor,
Si sa ma prind in jurul focului in roata ielelor,
Ca sa alung blestemul ce-mi parjoleste sufletul,
Sa ma eliberez de tot si toate, sa lepad secretul.
Cand va bate ceasul vreau sa-mi fie lutul sicriu,
Ape sa ma ude si sa cante cucveaua a pustiu,
Tu, uita-ma si lasa-ma sa hoinaresc cat doresc,
Sa fug de trecut si prezent ca sa nu mai iubesc.
vis(dream)
In noaptea cea intunecata, la mine in vis,
Cu sufletel si pas sfios sa vii, tu ai decis;
Si cu ale tale brate puternice ma inconjori,
Si de departe se auzeau tanguindu-se viori.
Ma simt ca un fragil bobocel de floare,
Un trandafir rosu dezmierdat de soare,
Invaluita de razele lui vreau sa-nfloresc.
Si sub a cerului protectie caut sa iubesc.
Ma scald cu placere in privirea ta azurie,
Buzele tale calde ma desfata cu frenezie,
Miresmele dulcegi in vazduhuri se ridica,
Inima ta ajunge sa ma iubeasca fara frica.
Cand ale noastre trupuri pe iarba se unesc
Ca doi picuri de roua, eu ma indragostesc,
Chiar, cand credeam ca mi-am gasit sortitul,
Zorii zilei rasar, sa imi alunge, iar, iubitul.
love is in the air
The fire of desire is burning me,
You and I, what is going to be!
As a cat cuddled by your hand
I’m, and as hot-soft bright sand.
From romance don’t want to hide,
Because I met the one of the kind,
And his kisses don’t want to miss,
The things he touches turn into bliss.
A big love exists just for true hearts,
For me it was predicted in the cards,
With eyes as blue as the sky, the boy,
Born for my soul, brings me grand joy.
close to heat
I know you love me more and each day your love will grow,
Than why am I so afraid? ‘Cause bliss is at a stone’s throw,
I hide in my bed covered by my blanket trying to dream along,
I make plans to escape because I am fearful and I know is wrong,
I have all that a girl could possible want beside beauty or charms,
Future scares me hard while time passes squeezing me in its arms,
Why am I in need for something new? I’ll become a burden for you,
In my twisted brain I think of you nights and days; how can I not to?!
It kills me when you kiss me though when you don’t I miss it deeply,
Though your tears burn me I love misery and for you I’d die happily,
In this chaos I broke all vows and all it remains are the truthful prayers,
Life is not easy and who says that lies because we are our own slayers.
from hell
The stifling air that comes and blows form awful hell,
Burns, my heart and soul cry hidden in my body shell,
Alone In night, as driftwood I’m floating on hot pitch,
There is no beauty in here and the fire grows its reach.
Now, I am weeping for the blackened sky and cold rain,
Forsaken again I’m feeling a shelter of thorns in my brain,
Though I want to forget death living my life in deep pain,
‘Cause of forbidden wishes blood runs not through my vein.
I have sleepy eyes ‘cause horrible dreams keep me awake,
And my salty warm tears scald my face and make me shake,
I’m all wounds inside out and the bells aren’t music to my ear,
Brought on myself lustful desires and I’ve to live in wide fear.
perfect sin!!!
Come! Feed my brain in the middle of the night,
And bring your wicked sick pleasures out at light,
If you seek for love damnation, just say it to me,
Because, your wild sweet perfection I want to be.
I can see your reflection blooming every where I go,
And feel your warm skin more than you could know,
I can scent your tender breath while the wind blows,
Though your heart is far away, where the winter goes.
Your low smooth voice always gives me a thrill,
Satisfying my tiny soul, so blessed makes me feel,
I like my addiction and curse more than red wine,
I pray at the moonlight and hide from the sunshine.
Keeping my dreams’ door open so you could step in,
With closed eyes and sealed lips I give in to the sin,
I’ll wait a hundred years for you if you ask me to,
You deeply penetrate into my veins as needles do!
WARNING!!!
sexy thoughts
Just keep it hard and come on, rush baby rush,
Do me sweetheart, cum on me, make me blush,
I’m wet and ready so don’t let me waiting for,
Let’s meet and play the game suck- fuck more!
I will put my ass on the line, especially for you,
Come! Let’s play doctor because you want it too,
And I can’t stop thinking about “it” all day long,
So get it up now sugar, there is nothing wrong.
I want to see you naked and how you pump it,
Strong pleasures through me can create a habit,
I really don’t know how I did resist with out it,
You make me open my legs and put up my feet.
I would wrap your body in white hot chocolate,
And lick all of it from top to bottom as you like it,
So let’s copulate like animals down on the floor,
‘Cause what you have makes me crave for more!
Things I can’t resist make me feel the vibration,
Your substance brings me a sweet warm sensation,
If you meet me once, you’ll have nothing to loose,
I’ll play along the game if you are the one I choose.
But to get all of this tonight, pay me in advance,
You got to make me drown in wine and romance,
If you succeed to keep me forever wild in trance,
I’ll show you my moves and how I do the dance!
to die for
One fearless heart in the middle of the night,
Down on the dark road under the moon’s light,
Like a little spook walking in the grave land,
Another gothic girl with a candle in her hand,
Craves for everlasting love before the final end!
And I am wandering…
She looks deeply at every photo from the stones,
Wants to make a choice before she lays her bones,
Needs to find her twin soul, someone to die for,
A special one as she is, in death, blood and sore,
In cold-blue she gives her precious life, dieing for,
And I’m wondering…
No warm body and soul in this grave yard tonight,
Though her candle blew out, without the moonlight,
Nothing keeps her breath alive, she smiles at his lies,
But by her side he stays forever more after she dies,
So for the last time in this world she prays and cries,
And it’s tempting …
thoughts
I did or didn’t do it, yet,
Anyway forgive and forget,
Who’s in love!? Lies! No more,
Lick your blood, heal your sore,
Cry but leave through the back door,
Emotion and useless tenderness,
Is all in vain, better coldness!
Tears and pain should keep us apart,
No other reasons; why a broken heart?!
‘Cause life is easy and goes one way,
Laugh or weep, but live your day!
Come back but there is no one to rely on,
Dream as much as you like, for you I’m gone,
Like the free wild wind I’m blowing,
As the hot summer sun I’m burning,
Under the moon and stars I’m walking,
And enjoying my freedom in no shame,
A hungry savage animal I became,
Though hatred is a mutual feeling,
I am the one who taste the winning!
losing game
Through the dark hour and under the black skies,
With reddish colours deep in his wide open eyes,
Wicked selfish soul hunting after simple pure lives,
A hungry devil; into his razorblade love she dives.
A chess game especially created for him to win,
Where white always looses so she has to give in,
Though every bad thing has at least one good part,
A weak player should not bet on his golden heart!
Do not ever fall into romance for a black knight,
He is like death, born to steal your precious light,
All your roses will change into wild sharp thorns,
And your tears into blood ‘cause of his evil horns!
666
Don’t ask her now why she loves the night,
She’s a shadow guided by the moonlight,
Wondering why her life is like a hollow,
In sadness she just drank the cup of sorrow.
Fragile she was and stays till she finds the ways,
Doesn’t care anymore about the price she pays,
Doesn’t want to boil in water or burn in fire, so
She has to learn the whole lesson treating her raw.
Where there is pleasure there are tears too,
And when she smiles her heart cries after you,
In your blue eyes all she saw was the mystery,
Now all she sees is the reflection of the tragedy.
This ordinary world exists just for her and me,
Who'd have guessed that six, six, six isn’t free!
Still in pain, she takes on herself the full blame,
The lust of all fantasies wrapped her in shame.
Don’t forget the punk rock girl with a pure soul,
Nevertheless you broke her heart leaving a hole,
She is hurt deep down but laughs once more;
I wait for my sun and gentleman which I adore.
an advice
There is beauty in everything but you have to search for it,
The shallow feelings buried inside you stopped your beat,
Now you are at the boundary between the past and future,
But you have to live for the present and change your nature.
Ending this kind of life is good for starting another one,
Though the misery you wallow in for some is just a fun,
Your depressed existence made you look for escaping ways,
With hollow eyed you pass alone through nights and days.
Wanting to die is just another selfish thought which I abhor,
If the death is your wife than your life must be the whore,
The truth is that in no heartbeat you could be dead and gone,
Better think twice before you choose the paths you walk on.
the prey
I prowled around my weak victims just to score,
So I’ve been drawn towards you like never before,
And if I see the dark night through your black eyes,
From your senseless heartbeats you’ll take good byes.
You should learn from me how to surrender your core,
Because there is no real escape path for you anymore,
The fortune-teller said that you are my heart’s knight,
My soul could only survive through your bright light.
There is Death and me, and next to us you’d turn empty,
But I’ve been here waiting, wandering for an eternity,
You should know by now that I’m like a blood infection,
The cold love I’d give you it’s beyond sweet perfection.
Approach and let me embrace you with my divine kiss,
Scent my fragrance of wild roses for reaching the bliss,
The quintessence of your life will be the endless sleep
If you join me on the road of sins, as hell is a done trip.
restless soul
No moon or stars just black and quiet sight,
No fears or cries could bring back the light,
No past or future not even wrong or right,
No sleepy hours for the soul of the night.
No silence or sound, no blood or heartbeat,
No traces ahead or behind, no hands or feet,
Not dead or alive only the shadow of The One,
And his lethal kiss that comes long before dawn!
No gods or masters and no curses or blesses,
No joys or sorrows, no tears for forgiveness,
No prayers or vows could save your existence
Nothing around you could keep him at distance.
There is no heaven or hell, no earth or sky,
No dreams for the one with fire in the eye,
But craves alone for some love and caress,
The vampire, doomed for endless loneliness.
a miracle could bring sadness!!!
It feels above that the gods are so angry shaking the skies,
An army of thousands of white angels with round fire eyes,
Is very armed with large silver buckets wetting the land,
I heard the nature’s heartbeats; the storm got out of hand.
Huge dark clouds looking so evil are moving over my head,
It’s raining on me still although my body turned coldly dead,
The drops of cool water mixed up with my warm silly tears,
But no one will know that I cried hard in the rain for my fears.
Don’t care a damn because long time ago I lost my happiness!
I’m wandering the ugly streets in loneliness in my stubbornness,
I don’t know how and why but no living soul is passing me by,
But today I’m missing the old sunny days and not afraid to die.
With wide open eyes I’m watching at the imaginary big screen,
My dull life painted in pitch-black colours became a real scene,
Being its one and only actor I played along with the whole script,
But now before the final end I just realised how much I tripped.
My luck dried out, it got lost like the sand through my fingers,
I’m not in a hurry but having deep pains and the death lingers,
Being a sinner, I wonder what severe payment is there for me,
The past is the old centuries; the present could last for eternity.
How hard could it be to live the encore of your saddest day?!
I’m gazing at the horizon thinking that the infinity is far away,
Assuming that the whole existence is locked into a little chest,
It’s easy to disown the true love and surrender to the endless rest.
I
As I’m soul weak and in love with bloody red wine, I poured a cup,
In the marble tub I’m sinking in my sorrows for never to wake up,
Closing my empty eyes and dreaming of some way of redemption,
Hidden in the shelters of my brain I found darkness and temptation.
My candle’s burning gentle blooming on me a shadow of a crucifix,
With a sad silent voice I’m moving my lips praying a song’s lyrics,
While the burning water is covering my benumbed body with steam,
I’m bleeding in agony just staring quietly at the warm reddish stream.
There are questions, to which I don’t have the answers anymore,
There are so many aches crushing me under that I started to adore,
My sufferings became the sweetest drug and I can’t live without it,
Being the only life support I know somehow I learned to enjoy it.
So childish and naïve I remained and its written deep inside my vein,
Wounded I’m searching for the escape paths through my heart’s pain,
Clinched to your soul living through your life in the biggest mistake,
I forgot how to believe in my self though your love turned to be a fake.
My sick life is surrounded by a cold mist as dark as the winter night,
Because of my cloudy existence I couldn’t find the lines to the light,
It feels like I’m walking through a portal where are no times or limits,
But I’m floating in the bloody wine listening to my slow heart beats.
the legend of the hearts(the lost vampire)
Once again I have the power to tell in all its glory,
The legend of the hearts - The true story…
*
In the shadow of the night he wanders the earth,
For over a thousand of years with his heart hurt;
Young, he fell in love with a princess pure as a dove,
Through marriage they swore to each other eternal love,
The happiness was meant to be short like the spring rain,
Because of her giving birth to his child she died in pain,
Since than he lost his minds, so angry he became,
Each night a young girl was brought to him, in bed,
And every morning one more girl was found dead,
Every dawn the white sheets were covered with blood,
He had no love for his kind, never felt the fear of God.
Back in time there was no beautiful man like him,
But his soul was filled with rage and he became mean,
Because of his royal blood he stepped on peoples’ will,
Spreading fear around, men and women felt the thrill,
In revenge he killed the ones which didn’t obey him,
His living was filled with poison, dark and full of sin,
So how they sad long ago, a plot was made one day,
At the end they poisoned the wine taking his life away,
At his funeral no one cried a tear for his damned soul,
Even Mother was happy to shove him in the grave hole,
They thought this was finished matter, they were wrong,
Because in the grave that man’s powers grew very strong,
Draining his blood and throwing it over the highest cliff,
They pray to God but didn’t bury him in orthodox belief,
And one more mistake was made, taking his cross away,
Not knowing the legend they just signed him for eternal stay.
The dark night came and a rough wind and storm started,
Up on the sky was the full moon and down the sea was red,
A flight of bats raised up to the sky and got into the wood,
There was the coffin, hidden in a cave and some red food,
A servant dwarf made him drink the wine from a golden cup,
Some fresh blood for the new born king to help him wake up,
He moved his fingers with the long nails and shook his head,
And suddenly jumped on his legs, yes, he was no longer dead.
Tall and charming with a pale face a man with a heart of stone.
A lost soul punished to crave for young blood and live alone.
A white silk shirt and a red velvet coat covered his shoulders,
Black leather pants and boots made him look so gorgeous.
He seemed to be so happy and alive; he even smiled…to me,
I felt a shiver down on my spine as he looked through me,
Returning at the castle he knocked at the door and yelled:
“Open, open, the king is back save and sound”
But the door was locked and he pushed it to the ground,
“Is any body here?!”
He was spinning in circles with his hands in the air,
And in sadness and loneliness he pulled himself a chair,
With his hand on his forehead he was thinking in despair,
About the sleep, the life and the kingdom that once had,
Realizing what happened in the past, before he was dead,
In a heartbeat he went outside and screamed:
“I’ve returned alive, I’m the king of Transylvania
I’m Vlad Dracula, king of the shadows, prince of darkness,
I’m here to rule, cut and kill, so you, all of you, should fear”
But there was only emptiness and a cold rain begun to fall,
Once again the presence of Lord was above us all.
Thinking what’s next he sat on his throne and cried like a child,
His eyes turned red from the tears his face was as pure as an angel,
But I knew that he was a vampire and human kind was in danger;
The lost vampire has a curse above his head,
He looks alive but heartless, inside he’s dead,
He rules over darkness and hunts night and day,
Pure girls have to hide and run out of his way,
He sleeps with open eye, smelling the prey,
“Young blood it’s my favorite wine
I’ll kill for my thirst the human kind,
And why not?! They are like leafs,
When autumn comes they fade away,
I’ll just make it quicker and …maybe without pain.”
Believe me when I say that in our days,
Almost the whole world is a big yard full of gravestones,
The parents cry while they burry their daughters’ bones.
“Well, well only you can save me Lord
Well, well only you can save me girl”
In the Town of Sin it’s a gothic party tonight,
Playing as vampires used to do,
People get high and drunk too,
Naïve girls wear long black velvet dresses,
Red lipstick and heavy make up cover their faces,
In the old castle on the hill it’s going to be a feast,
Dracula went in glamour; nobody knew he is the beast.
A black limousine stopped at the foot of the hill,
A scent of roses filled the air and the wind started to feel,
In his entire splendor Dracula made his appearance,
Although he was not human nobody saw the difference.
When the rays of the sun started to rise up on the skies,
Dracula returned with a satisfied smile and sapphire eyes,
Not leaving one soul alive, he ravished people’s eyes light,
And framed in blood was everything he left behind that night.
The vampire traveled the whole world; So on, the years had past,
After stealing souls emptying the earth he returned home at last.
*
A loving heart was brought into the world in that cold winter day.
A young mother gave birth to a beautiful child near by the fireplace,
The purest soul, a little girl with rosy cheeks and a white as snow face;
While the child was sleeping, six Fates came, in the middle of the night,
Surrounding her small bed, and predicted her future at the candles’ light.
The first Fate said:
“As beautiful as a princess”
The second Fate said:
“As pure as angels”
The third one said:
“I give you wisdom”
The fourth Fate said:
“You’ll have a loving heart”
The fifth Fate said:
“Anne is your name and you are the offspring of a Hungarian queen”
The sixth one said:
“A great prince you will marry when you’ll turn eighteen”.
As witnesses, the moon and the stars spread light in the child’s room,
Gliding down from heaven angels smeared her with holy perfume.
As soon as the dawn came the six witch sisters vanished away,
There was a seventh one, older; she closed the predictions that day.
She said:
“So as the moon and the sun light over you,
You will be pure, loving, wise and beautiful too;
All that my sisters said will turn true,
But there will be another side too;
So the fact that you will marry a prince,
Will happen by all means,
There will be a small matter though,
He lost his soul long time ago,
He can no longer love,
And punished from above,
To have a cold heart,
He became the prince of the dark,
I just hope you’ll find the true paths my child”.
And as she came in silence, she departed.
The child grew up so fast, she was fearless,
Pure, beautiful and wise, I have to confess,
The seventh charm has to carry out soon,
She is eighteen now; on the sky rose the moon,
And the stars shine with a dim light,
I wonder why is this a dark night!
*
Anne was alone near by the window,
Her beautiful face was pale like a shadow,
She started to sing with her sweet voice,
About her sorrows; she had no choice,
If she fulfill her destiny,
Her life will become a tragedy.
Meanwhile, from a distance, with his sharp sense,
Vlad Dracula was aware of a young female presence,
He approached from where the song was better heard,
And looked at her beauty over and over and over…,
His heart started to beat harder than ever,
He remembered about this feeling, he lost it whole,
Before he turned into a vampire with a black soul;
Hidden he stood there till the first rays of daylight,
He had to leave than but came again the next night.
The nights and days were going one after another,
Struggling between right and wrong, love and hate,
Dracula realized one thing, that love can change his faith.
In his mind thoughts started to wander about this feeling,
First one was how to convert the pure girl for eternal living,
The second one was that maybe he could become alive,
But only God could save his soul returning him to life.
And for the first time in all his existence he started to pray,
He climbed on the highest cliff, and praying night and day,
On his knees he bent his head leaving his pride away:
“Oh my Lord I feel like I’m buried alive by love
Once again you let me find her
I’ve never felt so insecure
How much do I have to endure?!
My whole life I’ve been punished
And nothing I’ve accomplished
But killing and stealing,
In hatred I’ve closed my heart’s door
So I would feel love nevermore.
But Your powers are way strong than mine’s,
Oh, if only I could save her
Not taking her life by dragging her to the dark side,
I would do everything that’s in my power
To love and cherish this blooming flower;
I would have never believed my self,
But I’m asking in despair for a bleeding heart,
So I could be beside my dear on this earth”.
And staying there crying he totally forgot about the sun,
Slowly its rays came all over him, the curse was undone.
The aches he felt were excruciating at this transformation,
Was a whole lot easier to die or suffer a vampire conversion!
It was like when millions of pins stab deep into the skin,
The body terrible hurts when the heart pumps the blood in,
The eyes burn, like fire of the underworld inside the head,
And crawling on the ground in pain the whish is to be dead.
At the end, because the blood was running through his veins,
He became alive again, a handsome man free from the chains.
*
Vlad Dracula decided to change his life and walk on good ways,
Aaron, his new name, started to search for a new living place.
The front of her house had a beautiful view and a small park too,
And every afternoon he was seeing her walking alone through,
He fell so deeply in love since the first time he heard her singing,
That she might not feel the same for him, now he was thinking.
On one sunny day he fallowed Anne and invited her for a walk,
And how happy he was because she said yes; they started to talk
About the rain, the moon, the stars, the birds, the sky and the sea;
And stopping to rest for a while on a bench under an old tree,
Aaron decided to tell her the truth about himself, he confessed,
Explaining everything he was blushing but asked her at last,
If she could fall in love with him forgiving all the past,
And too terrified to lose the girl his heart begun to beat fast,
I guess he was a little bit upset and shy, but finally she gave in
Telling him that a night before she was having the strangest dream:
“There was a dwarf with a funny face,
He smiled and told me a nice story
About a beautiful prince, his kingdom and glory,
He supposed to get married with a foreign princess,
A young lady with rosy cheeks, white face
Brown eyes and skin soft like lace”;
Suddenly she realized that the girl’s description fits her own,
Confused, she was staring at Aaron moving her head up and down,
He saw through her wide open eyes the fear and a thrill,
At sunset she returned home not knowing what to feel,
He went alone to walk under the stars; the air begun to chill,
The leafs faded away and the grass rustled under the feet,
Over the sleepy nature the autumn sat as a yellow sheet.
In the morning she heard a knock on her apartment door,
An epistle and a perfect red rose were left down on the floor,
It was an invitation over dinner from him:
“Please find it in your pure heart
And let the love guide your paths
Forgive me darling for all of my sins,
Join and let me share with you my dreams”.
It was signed with golden letters “your beloved prince”.
Remembering that she dreamed a night before the face of God,
She decided to go following her heart, in her veins ran royal blood.
They shared champagne and red wine in a cold September night,
It was the moment of their love; they kissed at the candles’ light,
And dancing a Viennese waltz on the sound of violins,
They were embraced surrendering to the sweetest dreams.
Before the brake of dawn, Aaron got the strength and courage,
He gave Anne a diamond ring asking for her hand in marriage.
*
In the old part of the town, where the river’s spring is crying alone,
In the forest where there is quiet and between dusk and dawn,
In late September when the leafs, having the last grand dance,
Sat on the still land as a carpet, the air was filled with romance;
The wild birds, the true live orchestra, were ready in the old trees,
The wind whispering about the marriage was blowing a soft breeze,
Each soul alive from the wood came out to participate at the party,
The sun and moon met for this one single time to witness the festivity,
Some clouds came and left some rain drops over, washing away the sorrow,
Than the bright rainbow joined as a guest, this wedding place was hallow,
The stars and the sun’s rays together spread light over this blessed place,
Miracles happened that time between the night and day under God’s face,
Spreading heavenly scent, angles with silver wings came from above,
The seven fates were here happy to wish for the young couple much love;
The season fairies came to create Anne’s dress with their magical powers,
As a gift they gave her a white wedding gown made from petals flowers,
A team of dozen white butterflies put a diamond diadem on her head,
From underneath the veil shined her beautiful hair, curly, long and red,
She had the smallest pink lips sweet as honey and a white like milk skin,
On the left hand was placed her engagement ring; she seemed so thin
And breathtaking, a white rose, and her eyes reflected the happiness,
Orchid was her perfume; she was a young lady in all her true pureness.
One thing seemed to be forgotten, she was bare feet still, not to worry,
The dwarf took care of everything; he was leading the whole ceremony;
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