joanietofubologna
female, 30 |
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the din / faint hint of light
member since 20.09.2003
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I am getting married in June. I know, you all thought I wouldn't ever do this. It is a shock, and considering my past lifestyle, you'd think that I'd ever be a one-night-stand kind of girl.
Well, everyone changes.
My lover is that in every sense of the word. He is awesome and I don't know how I got so lucky.
I'm reading Lorna Doone, Phillup Pullmans Dark Trilogy, Emma, Sabriel, Because We Can Change the World, and that is it.
I'm learning how to sew better and I've knitted my first sweater completley. I got a spinning wheel for x-mas and I'm learning that too.
I've been doing a lot of acupuncture and it is good to get into that again. I've always had GREAT success with my treatments and it seems that the more people I treat, the more come to me.
I wish you all the best.
I'm leaving this here because I like it. It gives me good memories and beautiful visions of the autumn.
(I also visited the mountains. oh the colours there were amazing. all gold and orange and red. then as we were leaving, the sun broke through the clouds and lit up the canyon we were in and made everything glow like the trees had a light shining from within. it was awe-inspiring. It reminded me of the time I went for a walk in the mountains in the rain. The sun was just setting and it fell beneath the clouds and was shining up the canyon and there were rainbows shining all over the place. Sometimes the beauty of the world is too overwhelming and it makes you stop and remember to just be.)
Here is another thing. I had some awesome experinces this past weekend and this is my understanding of one of them:
I left Zion on sunday at 5, a day late. I wanted to stay longer, but it was wonderful. We went to anasazi mesa to pick rocks before we left. We went our separate ways for a long time then came back to each other and it started to rain. Oh, the smell of the desert when it rains! We walked over to the edge of the mesa and looked out and got soaked. The last time I was in Zion it rained when I left too. it is kind of sad, but also like giving hope for new growth and life and change.
I decided that zion is a still place. It was the same as when I left 4 years ago (the feelings, the people). I like progression and change and growth, so although it is good to go back and be still for a while, I enjoyed leaving as much as I enjoyed going there. do you know what I mean?
Whit and I talked about this, but I thought that you would know too. |
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