JonathanM
male, 22 |
Student
Orlando / USA
member since 08.02.2006
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Thoughts that sometimes pass through my mind:
I have chosen a path quite different than anyone else I know. It's a gamble; I hope I end up gaining a lot.
If the God I grew up learning about is real then I need to stop living this complacent life?
Will my determination of what my beliefs are ever catch up with my determination to marry sometime with similar beliefs?
Will I find someone willing to travel the world with me or will I compromise for a life in America the Beautiful?
What kind of childhood do I want for my kids?
Why can't people see past their differences?
Did someone just agree with my sarcastic racist remark?
If my parents haven't changed their worldview after 20 years of living and breathing outside America, how is it possible for the average American or Chinese or Saudi or German individual to open his or her mind?
Is it ignorance when Americans are outraged by the fact they are losing sucky jobs to China?
I find myself standing with a group of people who are talking about something they find interesting, but I can barely fake a smile; a part of me wishes to be able to contribute and fit in, while another part abhors the idea that I would focus so much of my mind and speech on these meaningless subjects.
So I guess I'll keep looking interested.
Don't Die! |
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