Oli H Anderson
male, 27 |
Bum
Bingley / UK
member since 11.04.2009
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Wasting away on the couch after a failed kidney transplant sucked away 95% of my blood and made my heart stop two times. For some reason I'm still alive and, though a little weaker than before, I still have enough energy to sit around navel-gazing (omphaloskepsis) and asking myself what the meaning of it all could possibly be. Just came out of a four day coma and remember nothing about it. Slightly disappointed as I always assumed something of this magnitude would allow some kind of transcendental experience or deep spiritual insight that would allow me to spend the rest of my days floating along in my own little edified bubble. It didn't happen.
I've given up my job and all my favourite foods. Might try and finish that novel I started but it seems so pallid to me now and I just feel like a pretentious prick.
Bah. I have a plastic tube in my neck. |
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