Wednesday
female, 19 |
Queen of Grunge
Syracuse / United States
member since 31.10.2004
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ME >
>SCREAM:
Email: sugarhooker@gmail.com
Rants: www.freewebs.com/nikkosaysscream
MSN: Message me and I'll let you know.
x♥x morning's over, the day is in full swing. x♥x
> GIRL <
The name's Wednesday. Nope, thats not a nickname. Everyone calls me Nikko or Gitsie, but you can call me whatever you want. I'm always up for change. I get bored of life easily. I am the girl anachronism. People copy eachother too much. I once read that "imitation is suicide". Be your own person. Live life. I was born in France and I speak perfect French. Music and art mean the world to me. I dress how I feel. My makeup reflects my mood. I love to be the center of attention. I make stupid decisions. But never regrets. My life has been carefully planned and completely failed. I tend to rant a lot. You don't know what you're getting yourself into, little girl, this world is dangerous. Never heed the warnings. Pick a cause. Speak out loud. Never let them silence you. Scream. I'm going to die before I'm 30. Accept it, I did. I don't trust people like I should, I have a problem with that. I won't trust you until I know you for a long time. And if I were you, I wouldn't trust me either. I'm a bitch. I'm vain. I'm a very sexual person. I'm chaotic!! Unpredictable. I have a new and improved boyfriend, his name is Travis and I really think I've got it right this time. My family has completely let me down. Its a long story. I'm going to make it out of here, I'm going to move on to something better. I can promise you that. These big white sunglasses hide more than my eyes, they hide a fire inside. I've done way too many drugs. It ruined my life. You'll find that I struggle with myself a lot. I'm bipolar. I tried to kill myself twice, but I think I'm alright now. It was foolish of me, I know. I've realized that love doesn't come in a certain gender. People fall in love with personalities, not looks, not gender, but people. I used to skateboard 24/7 but for some reason I stopped. I need to start doing what I love again. Never give up on your dreams. Don't question my choices, just accept them. I'm a rockstar, you just don't know it yet. I'm going to change the world. Oh yeah, and I do have a personality. Talk to me and find out. You'll probably be let down. I let myself down every day.
> UPDATE 12/8/08 <
Life is good. Yes, I finally said it and I've never been so proud of myself. Things are looking up and I refuse to let anyone fuck this up.
> MUSIC <
1. Lovehatehero- Red Dress
2. Forever The Sickest Kids- Whoa Me Vs. Everyone
3. Chiodos- Expired In Goreville
4. The Almost- Say This Sooner
5. Blessthefall- Times Like These
6. Gorillaz- Clint Eastwood
7. Blaqk Audio- The Love Letter
8. Brand New- Jesus Christ
9. Taking Back Sunday- You're So Last Summer
10. Senses Fail- Steven
11. Rise Against- Swing Life Away
12. Death Cab For Cutie- I Will Possess Your Heart
13. Bright Eyes- Poison Oak
14. Paramore- Born For This
15. Underoath- To Whom It May Concern
>MOVIES<
1. Trainspotting
2. Requiem For A Dream
3. Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas
4. SLC Punk!
5. A Clockwork Orange
6. Fight Club
7. Across the Universe
8. Party Monster
9. Donnie Darko
10. American History X
Wednesday
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