Wednesday
female, 22 |
Bleeding Hearts Club
Syracuse, New York / United States
member since 31.10.2004
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ME (the ex Queen of Grunge) ••••>
••••>SCREAM:
Talk to me here. I only exist virtually.
♥ all good things are wild and free ♥
••••> WOMAN <••••
My name is Wednesday. Yeah, I’m for real about that, its been 21 years, trust me, I’ve heard all of the jokes you think you thought of first. But call me what you like, the generally accepted synonyms are Nikko or Gitsie. I still believe that imitation is suicide, so don’t copy me and I won’t copy you, eye for an eye. I’ve been busy figuring out who I am and where I went wrong. Yes, I went wrong. I’ve had no good, down dirty, low people in my life, and I was one of them, for a very long time. I’m alive and that’s all that matters. I did make regrets, but who cares? Didn’t you? My main goal in life is to point out your every imperfection, I do my job well. I’m currently single and not looking, everyone I’ve ever loved has screwed me over, I won’t let it be you next time. I have no family, end of story. My friends serve their purpose and that is all I need, they are the most amazing people on the face of the earth, no contest. I’m bipolar, but I don’t let it get me down, we’re all mad here. I accept where I’ve been, what I’ve done, and where I’m going now. I have the scars to prove the failure and I love every minute of them. I am extremely opinionated, don't let it get you down or put you off, its just a wall. Get to know me.
••••> GIRL<••••
(this was written a really long time ago)
The name's Wednesday. Nope, thats not a nickname. Everyone calls me Nikko or Gitsie, but you can call me whatever you want. I'm always up for change. I get bored of life easily. I am the girl anachronism. People copy eachother too much. I once read that "imitation is suicide". Be your own person. Live life. I was born in France and I speak perfect French. Music and art mean the world to me. I dress how I feel. My makeup reflects my mood. I love to be the center of attention. I make stupid decisions. But never regrets. My life has been carefully planned and completely failed. I tend to rant a lot. You don't know what you're getting yourself into, little girl, this world is dangerous. Never heed the warnings. Pick a cause. Speak out loud. Never let them silence you. Scream. I'm going to die before I'm 30. Accept it, I did. I don't trust people like I should, I have a problem with that. I won't trust you until I know you for a long time. And if I were you, I wouldn't trust me either. I'm a bitch. I'm vain. I'm a very sexual person. I'm chaotic!! Unpredictable. I have a new and improved boyfriend, his name is Travis and I really think I've got it right this time. My family has completely let me down. Its a long story. I'm going to make it out of here, I'm going to move on to something better. I can promise you that. These big white sunglasses hide more than my eyes, they hide a fire inside. I've done way too many drugs. It ruined my life. You'll find that I struggle with myself a lot. I'm bipolar. I tried to kill myself twice, but I think I'm alright now. It was foolish of me, I know. I've realized that love doesn't come in a certain gender. People fall in love with personalities, not looks, not gender, but people. I used to skateboard 24/7 but for some reason I stopped. I need to start doing what I love again. Never give up on your dreams. Don't question my choices, just accept them. I'm a rockstar, you just don't know it yet. I'm going to change the world. Oh yeah, and I do have a personality. Talk to me and find out. You'll probably be let down. I let myself down every day.
••••> MUSIC <••••
1. Modest Mouse- King Rat
2. Against Me!- Sink, Florida, Sink
3. Edward Sharpe & the Magnetic Zeros- Home
4. Gritz- My Life Be Like
5. Iron and Wine- Boy With A Coin
6. Northstar- Pollyanna
7. Rise Against- Swing Life Away
8. Yeah Yeah Yeahs- Zero
9. Bright Eyes- Road to Joy
10. MGMT- Kids
••••>MOVIES<••••
1. Candy
2. Trainspotting
3. Requiem For A Dream
4. Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas
5. SLC Punk!
6. A Clockwork Orange
7. Fight Club
8. Across the Universe
9. Party Monster
10. Donnie Darko
Wednesday
- I really wish people would chat more on the discussion pages.
♥Show Your Bones |
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