xcicix
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viajante
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member since 13.04.2004
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I'm the one on the right. And on the political left.
(totally flipped the pic so I could still say that)
Due to many reasons (mostly because I've been having too much time on my hands lately), I considered writing something more personal here, so people would get to know me better. But then I started pondering: do I really want people to know me better? And if I do, can't they know me enough by what I've already written?
I also considered listing some of my most frequent thoughts, because then people could figure out what my priorities are. And again, I hesitated: do I know my own priorities?
I understand how annoying all of this can be, but it can also be easily avoided. All you have to do is to stop reading, and all I have to do is to turn on the TV.
Anyway, thinking about what - and if - I'd write about myself, I noticed how my life has changed in the past few years and how my line of thought, strangely, hasn't. It is, as it's always been, how empty I feel and how meaningless my life is, in spite of how happy I am.
Needless to say, this doesn't end with an epiphany. I'm still stuck at trying to find a link between all of the above and the how-I-fear-pain-but-not-death part.
Opinions and suggestions are welcome.
I could write down a list of bands and movies I like, but it would never be complete. But face it as a challenge and try to guess a few (cheating available @ last.fm/user/cintiacastro)!
"I had a dream of Unity
Where we would work side by side
But today I see that it's only me
Just trying to get by
Sometimes we strive, undeterred
To walk as one toward our goal
But as people stray toward more selfish ways
We see we have no control"
see ya in another life, brotha! |
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